but no weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall show to be in the wrong

lesson of the month: "...you shall show to be in the wrong" does not mean you shall do everything you can to prove them wrong. i tend to get a bit mixed up.

i am currently being re-identified. i am more and more convinced that this is a regular procedure for anyone who is tight with my Abba-God. and i crave it--because as much as it sends me running for cover, and i kick and i scream--i know it's how he brings me more and more ALIVE.

i have a bad habit of defending myself against attacks--and defending by going on the offense--which brings on a world of problems. i never understood the implications until now. Bible verses about holding my tongue are becoming dear friends.

i was going to write about the other million things on my heart, but i've run out of time. up at quarter to 6! love you party people!


p.s. i am not being weird or spooky calling God "Abba"--it's simply a pet name that reflects the intense bond between us that nothing can touch...